I see it everywhere. As soon as I sit to take a break it enters my mind. Reminds me of smoking and driving past gas stations low on cigarettes. I neglect my family in these times. My beautiful son, wants attention and it's so hard. This feeling of longing pulling me to go back and do what I want. Or what I can only think I want.
My relationship with God was strong when I was younger. I always felt looked over. I walked in positivity and issues didn't phase me. The older I get the farther I feel from that. I read a really nice article about how this speration feeling is just temptation. And it seems this is very accurate. When I look at my life there is nothing but positiveness in it. I have a well paying job, a beautiful family, some friends. I am blessed. But it begs the question. Is success the determining factor of God being in your life?
There are so many in this world that are neglected just by circumstance. How can they believe in God and hold him in high regard? It's sad to think there are all these people suffering in this world and my greatest suffering is this worthless addiction.
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